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It's crap. Not my art, my life.

I'm on government aid. Not disability, but welfare, until my MH and other issues are sorted enough to figure out where I stand. Even so, I've applied for jobs and either been ignored, or am still waiting to hear back.

My son's birthday is the 12th, and I can't afford anything for him, not even a cake. I got him one toy, an I owe my Mom for that. Next month I have to buy him school supplies, and somehow buy him new some new clothes, and probably should buy him new shoes, but that will have to wait.

My car just died. Won't start. Jumping it won't help, so it's likely the starter or alternator, both of which are $100-$200 parts alone - plus it can't be started so I can't even drive it to a shop.

Then there is the money owed to my mother, my brother, and several past-due medical bills that are heading to collections.

How am I supposed to get to appointments, including the weekly therapy appointments I need to attend to get the welfare? By making my brother take me everywhere, until he gets work. Meanwhile, he has his own appointments, interviews, etc...

I'm tired. The world seems like it'd be better without my problems. I'm not going to do anything stupid, no worries.

I'm selling art. Mirrors or anything else. It'll do no good but the offer is there.
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: TV Commercials
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Cherry Real Sugar Pepsi



Artist | Hobbyist
United States
Current Residence: NW Oregon

32 * Mother of One * Lost, confused, broken
Living one day - One moment - at a time.

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Megido23 Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014
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Megido23 Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014
Thank you for the watch!
angelicoreXX Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2014
thx for the watch :D 
Svraka-Machka Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch ma'am~
BJDFantasy Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2013  Student General Artist
Thanks for the watch ^u^
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silvercrow Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
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lime-smoothie Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks so much for the fav. :)
WhiteKnightNocturne Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so very VERY much for the fave!
Blessings of Random upon you!
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