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ponygirl

Lil Bit Crazy
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Still alive. Still doing... whatever...
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It's crap. Not my art, my life.

I'm on government aid. Not disability, but welfare, until my MH and other issues are sorted enough to figure out where I stand. Even so, I've applied for jobs and either been ignored, or am still waiting to hear back.

My son's birthday is the 12th, and I can't afford anything for him, not even a cake. I got him one toy, an I owe my Mom for that. Next month I have to buy him school supplies, and somehow buy him new some new clothes, and probably should buy him new shoes, but that will have to wait.

My car just died. Won't start. Jumping it won't help, so it's likely the starter or alternator, both of which are $100-$200 parts alone - plus it can't be started so I can't even drive it to a shop.

Then there is the money owed to my mother, my brother, and several past-due medical bills that are heading to collections.

How am I supposed to get to appointments, including the weekly therapy appointments I need to attend to get the welfare? By making my brother take me everywhere, until he gets work. Meanwhile, he has his own appointments, interviews, etc...

I'm tired. The world seems like it'd be better without my problems. I'm not going to do anything stupid, no worries.

I'm selling art. Mirrors or anything else. It'll do no good but the offer is there.
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Well there...

1 min read
So this year has a seen a tiny bit of stuff.

The mirrors, and now a bit of writing.

I make no promises on anything.

But I hope it's good.
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Well there.

1 min read
So this year has a seen a tiny bit of stuff.

The mirrors, and now a bit of writing.

I make no promises on anything.

But I hope it's good.
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Stuff

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Just added a few new things - some craft stuff and some written stuff. No biggie.

I am still around, but due to health (physical & mental) issues, as well as time issues, I'm not doing much worth posting.
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And the world keeps turning... by ponygirl, journal

THIS is why I don't do art anymore. by ponygirl, journal

Well there... by ponygirl, journal

STUFF DAMN IT by ponygirl, journal

There you have it by ponygirl, journal